It sure is a tricky one. Going down that path is counter-productive to achieving the things you want (obviously) so it’s hard to convince yourself to do it.
But also wanting to eliminate the suffering could be considered a craving as well, which just causes more suffering.
I’ve taken few steps down that path, then a few back. Not sure where I stand now, but even those few steps can give some relief
It sure is a tricky one. Going down that path is counter-productive to achieving the things you want (obviously) so it’s hard to convince yourself to do it. But also wanting to eliminate the suffering could be considered a craving as well, which just causes more suffering. I’ve taken few steps down that path, then a few back. Not sure where I stand now, but even those few steps can give some relief