I’m completely and utterly burnt out of education, and queer anyway. I live in shithole, US and am desperate to move.

I am very good at math and science, and explaining how to do math to people. I have fairly severe ASD adjacent symptoms at the moment, eye contact is difficult and off putting tics or body posture are just not something I can’t avoid atm. This is a burnout phase, which I experience cyclically and is also related to periods of high stress.

I want a 9-5 with health insurance. I am hopelessly in forever debt, but live poor as shit anyway. I would like to move out of my shithole before they put on “f” on my drivers license. I have a decent size library that I want to transport to wherever I move.

I’ve had severe executive function breakdown related to actual physical torture and other things. What I am looking for is a path to owning a small home in a place that is welcoming to trans people and a job that requires less planning and more in the moment tasks. I have no desire to be wealthy, but I want a house with my name on it that no one can ever kick me out of.

I can program, I can read fast, I can pick up a lot of skills very quickly. I have a BA, BS, and most of an MS. I just can’t organize. I can’t plan out my to-do lists. I need something very difficult and interesting for someone to point me at.

  • Zwuzelmaus@feddit.org
    14·
    19 days ago

    You can’t have it all.

    For example, there are countries that honor human rights very good, 100 times better than Usa for example, and everybody is like a king there. But where everybody is a king, there are no servants. Everybody earns average, with healthcare included, but only basic, and nobody gets rich. Appartement, not house. You have to be organized. You have to clean up yourself etc. and nobody looks after you.

    For example, there are countries where you can be rich, and feel special, and have a nice house with several poor servants who take care of all your shit. But you can’t be trans there, and only bad guys are rich there, and you can’t be chronically ill or special needs, and maybe you can’t even originate from Usa.

    And then there are countries where you really don’t want to go.

    I recommend to get some of your issues solved and become stronger and then think again about moving.

    • Deceptichum@quokk.auEnglish
      5·
      19 days ago

      What country in the world doesn’t have rich people and everyone lives comfortably in the “middle”?

      • Zwuzelmaus@feddit.org
        11·
        19 days ago

        I did not say that being rich were the same as getting rich.

        I did not say that anyone likes the average.