yah I probably have lots of them mental health pokemons

thats why its so scary to go

like you know teeth repair is less scary than extraction or jaw surgery

no need to be so judgy tho my bro, we all have stuff more or less.
such is the human condition

why do I really need one tho, I am curious what is that you spotted that made you feel like it

its just such a non telling comment - go to therapy. why, what’s wrong, what made you uneasy?

thank you, sincerely, this is very helpful comment and something that I don’t feel like maybe I deserve omggg I need to work on that lol

Why not someone making a nice comment, take it and appreciate it

I will pick some therapist tomorrow and we will see what kind of shit will come up, I bet it will feel fucking terrible

No I don’t want fear. I don’t want to feel fear ever again. Whatever it takes to do that I will do

Fear is a prison

I need to somehow crush that fearful part of me and kill it because it is broken

Okay I am afraid to come there to therapist actually first so maybe let’s start with that part

So what I would just go there and talk about what for 150 dollars? They would sniff it out what I need or…? Or do I need to know what I need? How many 150 dollar meetings for figuring it out?

I need money and fearlessness, now give me that or at least ways to achieve it

Then there is also power I have been eyeing if I have these things but that can wait and will come with the first two

Fearlessness -> Money -> Power that’s how it looks like in the long run

However on my path I am brought down by some stupid things like daily commute problems or mental overload or anxiety. I just want to surgically cut them out

Doesn’t matter, it was a made-up clickbait and satire to have some serious talk in the comments about these things

Okay but if it is so essential as the contemporary society would allow you to believe then why it is more expensive than an hour with a sex worker? (At least here) somehow I cannot get the therapy prostitution connection out of my mind.

Like why would I say to some stranger (I choose based on looks and opinions lol) my feelings and pay them for it and also wait for dates available like it was some highly sought service competition and I am just some 10th gear in queue of the bucks making machine.

Not only I must pay for this but also wait patiently for a month. Some crazy stuff

And what is that will be revealed to me that I didn’t know already if anything? For an hour of feeling good after waiting for weeks I will pay 150 dollars??

I could get one pack of high quality cocaine for that /j not to mention all the stuff that I actually need to buy

And if it doesn’t work then money wasted? What does “working” even mean in this context i don’t know. Hopefully makes me earn more money because I need that.

Right now I am unable to work prolly cause some autism but who knows. I am unable to resist daily grind and emotions of commuting and working for more than a month without mental breakdown.

Will therapy fix that?