

I wish I could remember where I read it, but I do remember reading either an article or paper that laid out that when people are victimized, other abusers tend to be able to spot that somehow. Something about body language and it’s all subconscious.
I don’t have the answer here except to just build a shell and be a dick for a while, but I do want to say I am genuinely sorry you have to deal with that. Always being the victim or always putting on a mask is fucking exhausting and soul draining.
Ahhh, that makes sense and I definitely feel ya. I just get concerned about people who have problems like that because I’ve seen folks that wait too long.
It came from a place of love, Internet stranger.